Monday, August 18, 2014

गुलझार : तेरा नाम हि काफी है. इससे भी बेहतर नज्म और क्या होगी...

Gulzar sahab turns 80 today. Apart from from many others, that's hell of a good reason to write something.
We live in a generation where you listening to classical music raises some skeptic eyebrows (filled with an utterly useless contempt), as if I confess being a cannibal. We live in times where lyrics of the song hardly matters, lest the music. So the sound of few instruments clashing over each other, becomes the 'Trendy music'. 
That's why "दिलबरा दिलबरा, अपुन कि तू अपुन तेरा" becomes a song and "सारी दुनिया पितल दि, बेबी डॉल मै सोने दि" becomes a super hit one.What always strikes me in that music (or whatever it is), is the complete absence of meaning in the lyrics (or whatever they are). 

Though there are few glorious exceptions like Piyush Mishra and Swanand Kirkire. 
Gulzaar sahab is such a marvel, more so when looked from our generation.
Every artist belongs to a generation. 
For Gulzaar sahab, the belonging began long ago and continues even today. 



He transcends not the highest level of emotions, but the barrier of ages as well. 
So he can write
"भोले भाले, भोले भाले दिल को बहलाते रहे
तनहाई में तेरे ख़यालों को सजाते रहे
कभी कभी तो आवाज देकर मुझको जगाया ख़्वाबों ने"
The sheer realization of the meaning brings a genuine smile. 
His transcendence goes on. Thus he also writes
"मेरा चैन वैन सब उजड़ा,ज़ालिम नज़र हटा ले
बर्बाद हो रहे है जी,तेरे अपने शहर वाले
हो.,मेरी अंगड़ाई ना टूटे तू आजा

कजरा रे कजरा रे तेरे कारे कारे नैना.."

Its so hard to believe that a 'Dadaji' like figure can write something like, 
"जंगल जंगल बात चली है पता चला है 
अरे चड्डी पेहन के फूल खिला है"
Yes. Embrace that smile wholeheartedly. That's what Gulzar sahab is all about. 

He enriches us. Enlightens us. Shows what he has seen and what all there is to be seen.
Whatever I've read so far, Gulzar sahab comes closest to Saint Dnyaneshwar's idea of "इये ह्रदयीचे तिये हृदयी"..
I am not an authority to comment upon his works. 'वो हमारी औकाद नहीं'. 
I am just a simple person, whom Gulzar sahab taught to Listen, when all I was able to do, was to Hear.
"वैसे तो जुबां में अल्फ़ाज़ों की कमी नहीं थी 
आपने उन्हें मक़सद दिया
बातें तो हम फिर भी करते थे 
आपने उसका मतलब समज़ा दिया"
[The amateur words will make you understand that I wrote them!!] 
There are so many facets of him we (at least I) don't know. 
One I am thankfully aware of, is the excellent documentaries he has produced. From Bhimsen Joshi to Amjad Ali Khan, they are truly awesome.

Its such an honour to be living when he lives amongst us.
Gulzar sahab, thank you so much for enriching our lives. May you live 100 years more and still be as young as you were and as you always are.
 आप को आपहीकी नज्म से सलाम...
"जी में आता है
तेरे दामन में सर छुपा के हम
रोते रहें, रोते रहें
तेरी भी आँखों में

आंसुओं की नमी तो नहीं"

Monday, August 11, 2014

Reasons for optimism in today's world





You have no idea how the world around you is. 
Neither you understand it fully nor you are capable of, you believe.
You are not able to understand philosophy behind neither sorrow nor pain.
Being somewhere between a theist and atheist, You neither blame the god/destiny nor you accept the consequences of the outcome.
Every morning when you read the newspaper, positive news seems overshadowed by negative ones. 
The happyness (Yes, HappYness) is hijacked and gloominess prevails. 
The world seems you writ large.



Sometimes our own personal actions (and inactions) result in consequences you dont want to face. Most of the cases, the result is strange inactivity leading to nothing.

After some time, you do not feel the pain. You don't suffer anymore. You become neutral to the negative feelings. You decide to bounce back hard. You read something that might inspire you. Something that might cheer you up.
In most cases the search is in vain. 
Inspiration does not come with the doses of such steroids. 
In the end, all of it sucks.

You keep focusing, not looking the negative parts. 
They still are there. You feel them. 
All of a sudden they rise up, without notice. They take a toll.

Fate 1 :: You 0

The scoreboard keeps ticking. Your chance of goal lies far ahead. So you go on defensive. Waiting for the moment when you can score the goal. You imagine the cheer once you'd score the goal. In the meantime you try to keep fate away from scoring another goal.

The process though enriches you, leaves a void inside. Something remains missing. You cant find it out, lest fighting it. 
That is sadness. Profound sadness.
Its not sorrow or pain that drowns you. Its sadness. Over everything.
Especially when you look at the world from your personal lenses, you feel the darker side to be more true.
Israel-Palestine-Ukraine-Plane-Putin-Obama-Modi-Rahul-Climate-WTO-Erdongan-ISIS-Naxals-Landslides........
Helplessness prevails. Does the life paints you only in grey?
The profound understanding of something in life which you have no control at all.
It saddens you more. Connects you to the inner core.

You keep on looking to read something. 
Search for new sources. 
Open those webpages. They lie dormant in the browser. And eventually you close them without reading.
You start a movie you have heard of. You begin it but change to something new half way through. Even a Tom Hanks or Steven Spielberg can not rejuvenate your mood.

Then suddenly while surfing lazily over internet and looking for familiar content, you open a tab. 
It has a few articles by a renowned thinker. You like him. Admire him
So you start looking at the articles. One catches you eye. 
You begin it. Keep on reading.
Its pretty long. Its a commencement speech at Harvard. You visualize sitting there listening to it. The text is very simple. 
It describes what everybody sees around. The gloominess. 
Then peeling the negatives, it takes you to the profound sense of reality.
Its Einstein writ large. You realize, ''Hold on. I never thought it that way!''
The main idea grips you to the core.
Making sense of the non-sense.
Towards the end, the idea is strong enough to bring you up from the dreaded bottom the inactivity.
You cheer up. 
You decide to do something you wanted to do for long. You fire up your will.
You take the chair and start writing!

PS: Based on true story.
Here is the link to the article mentioned above.
http://globalpublicsquare.blogs.cnn.com/2012/05/25/reasons-for-optimism-in-todays-world/